Fear, to a great extent, is born of a story we tell ourselves, and so I chose to tell myself a different story from the one women are told.
- Cheryl Strayed in "Wild"
Yes, I know this is the first book in
Oprah's Book Club 2.0 but thankfully I had already put the book on my library request list before Oprah's big announcement based on again a Twitter recommendation. I follow a bunch of book lovers on Twitter, but very different kinds of readers, so I have an eclectic wish list on Amazon of books I saw on Twitter.
This book was a stretch for me based on the subtitle - "Wild: From Lost to Found on the Pacific Crest Trail" by Cheryl Strayed. I am not an outdoorsy type of person. I have not camped since I was last forced to as a child, though I do have fond memories of camping with my family when I was young. I have occasionally hiked but I never with a backpack and never where I might have to actually use the woods as my bathroom. This book has all that, in vivid, engrossing detail. Lengthy passages of fauna and trails crossed by wild animals and restorative showers at base camps along the way.
But this book has more - it has the back story so beautifully interwoven that you can't stop reading. I found myself horrified by Cheryl's choices and understanding them all at the same time. I loved watching her adventure from the safety of my patio chair, though her writing was so perfectly paced that I often found myself breathing fast and then relaxing into the days of hiking. This is the story of a real person, this is her story, but she feels full in my mind after reading "Wild". I was broken by the end in the most delicious way, tears on the edges of my eyes.
Most of this book was a peak into a world that entices me but honestly, I know I will never encounter. It was fascinating reading about a different world, different norms, a wholly foreign place even though I have lived only a couple hours from the Pacific Crest Trail (PCT) most of my life. But there were also parts that tore deep, stories that I knew from my own life.
I loved this book. I know why Oprah chose it for it is the story of a woman who is broken and strong, alone and part of a community, hopeless and hopeful.